Bad Characteristic or Habit
This week’s journal entry:
Write
about one bad characteristic or habit you don’t like about yourself. What is
it, and why do you not like it?
By
Laura Black
Most people would say being nice is a good
habit or characteristic to have, but for me, I’m too nice most of the time. Being
too nice tends not always to be a good thing.
Yes, being nice is something everyone should
practice. I’ve met many people that should be nice or nicer, but for me, I like
to think I’m always nice. I tend, however, to take it that step further and be
too nice.
Here’s why being too nice becomes a problem.
For one, people know I’m nice and pretty easy-going, so they know to expect
that of me. Yes, that’s a good quality to have and to be known for; however, if
I’m having an extremely bad day and I’m not nice, then I’m seen as being out of
character and mean. So, I feel like I’m not allowed to be anything but nice all
the time.
Because I always feel like I have to be nice,
I then tend to be too nice. Being too nice tends to get me into trouble in the
sense that many people seem to take advantage of that. More often than I’d like
to admit, I feel like people tend to use me or take advantage of me because I’m
too nice – too nice to say no, too nice to say how I really feel, too nice to
want to be mean, too nice not to help out.
Now, I’m not saying it’s good to be mean. It’s
definitely not. It’s always better to be nice than mean, but sometimes I just
want to be mean and not feel bad about it. Okay, maybe not to be mean but to
express what I truly feel without feeling bad about it because I’m always
expected or known to be nice.
Unfortunately for me, I guess I don’t know
how to be anything but nice. For everyone else, that’s what they’ll always know
of me. I guess part of that goes back to what I was taught long ago: “If you
don’t have anything nice to say, then don’t say anything at all.” As hard as
that is to follow from time to time, I do practice that. Some, I guess, would
see that as a good characteristic or habit, and some would see it as not.
Either way, I will do what I do best…be nice whether it’s good or bad. That’s
just me.
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